used to say be lazy

rosanita @ 2006-12-25T14:56:00

2006-12-25T20:57:52Z

sucka my dick. everyone knows who you are. sucka my dick.

yeah i love my family.

christmas eve i laughed so much i started to cry.

fucka you. and sucka my dick. yea yea yea.

stupid exboyfriends.

2006-12-10T03:50:26Z

So I am pretty upset. Well most of the time I am happy. But last night i got a call from my exboyfriend. he told me he was thinking about me so thats why he called me. i said i was thinking about him earlier and they were all bad thoughts and how much he fucked up and cheated me of time and how he cheated on me and that we shouldn't talk becuase i was going to be real mean. we hung up on that note. then he texted me after and said "ha im sorry. just think about all the good stuff. we always did have good sex!" i want to kick him in the face. i hate him.

that kind of made me think too much. and got me out of my really good mood i was in for the past two weeks.

rosanita @ 2006-12-02T02:10:00

2006-12-02T09:10:02Z

I am in love.
I miss my family.
I am happy.
I'll be back.
Only a few would be happy about that.
But I will be happy.
And thats all that matters.

I don't like some things.
Some realizations I had.
I am happy.

rosanita @ 2006-11-16T18:42:00

2006-11-17T01:42:45Z

I go home in one week, well 6 days actually, almost 5. This is pretty insane, I can't imagine how everything is going to be, even a little change in my house (my sister said they painted the kitchen blue) is going to be such a huge thing for me. I am expecting everything to be exactly the same, and the few people to come hang out when I am there. I am really excited though, It is going to be good times, real good times. I think I miss Kj, my mami, and Gabe the most. Yeah, those are going to be good hugs. I can't wait to go in the city. I can't wait to sit at my kitchen table, and eat that someone else has cooked for me. Cooking gets tiring! I don't like doing it as much as I did when I first moved out here. Doing dishes is no fun.

Wax on Radio the past couple days. This little apartment is packed. 8 people total. Oh my goodness.

Ariel got me sick, so I am snuffling a lot. I hate boogers.

rosanita @ 2006-10-31T20:26:00

2006-11-01T03:26:57Z

My stomach hurts a lot. It's halloween.

rosanita @ 2006-10-26T22:44:00

2006-10-27T05:51:16Z

This past week, has been lazy. And some stuff has happened. That made me really like this place, made me like that I will only be home for four days. Then three weeks. Then three months. I really can't wait to see Katie Jo, Karolina, and Gabe, and Mike, and Behdad and Amanda, and the Seamanator. This is going to make home feel home. I can't wait to see my mami, and my sister, and my dad, and my kitties, and my bed. Just for a short time. And I can't wait to come back here. And being ILOVELUCY for halloween. okay. I am in a good mood. Yeah. I miss people though. My mom asked me what I miss most. I said her. Yeah I love my mami.

rosanita @ 2006-10-18T00:05:00

2006-10-18T07:06:14Z

so. i am in a pre-med/honor student's bio class. my advisor 'advised' me that i shouldn't be in that class, and she is surprised i am getting a C- in it because it is really difficult. i dont understand one thing in the class. i hate it. im mad. very mad. argh. i hate science.

rosanita @ 2006-10-16T12:58:00

2006-10-16T20:02:08Z

http://www.stereogum.com/archives/003675.html#comments ----> the new tilly & ghd wall video made me miss karolina and gabe way more than i would have ever realized a week ago.

this weekend was crazy. i think i have a lurker. he called me while he was wrecked at 4 in the am to say he was at my apt. i told him to go home, i was out with friends. 2 hours later when i arrived home, he was sleep standing in front of my door. i reversed, and crashed elsewhere. sketchy-mania. lurker life!

I like it here.

2006-10-06T19:07:57Z

I miss kj a lot. If I could get any happier than I am right now, it would be to have kj with me. I am really excited to see her when I come home. A visit home is going to do me good. Yeah.

5:26... yeah i took a shower but i am back in my pajamas

2006-09-16T00:36:26Z

I slept through my alarm. I am really mad about missing my class today. Its actually not a real big deal, but I was really trying not to miss a class.

I have decided I am going to grow old in chicago. I plan on traveling a ton, but I want to grow old in chicago. I want to buy something in the city. I miss mami. I always used to say I was going to move across the country when I got older and was on my own... but really, I want to stay in Chicago. This Tempe, Arizona thing, i love it... its a break though from home. Its me trying something new. I love it here, its beautiful. But its nothing like home.

me and ariel are getting a tattoo soon. once we save up some money... once we both get jobs.

i am maybe going to be a delivery girl on bike for this hip restuarant in Tempe called PLaid. haha. its nothing compared to Pick me up Cafe, their food is better.

Free Diet Coke For LIFE!

rosanita @ 2006-08-29T00:56:00

2006-08-29T07:58:08Z

i am in love with arizona.

arizona

2006-07-31T05:37:38Z

well i made it here. im finally doing it. still no where to live. i am staying in karolina's house until we sign for an apartment that madison and i have yet to find. i am going to be bummed when karolina takes off. i wanted to live with her, she's a great grrl. the weather here isn't too bad astonishly. karolina bought the cutest puppy. its a carin terrier? its adorable. her name is lady, and she has blind around her neck.

i am very happy. i like random smiles once in a while. he's coming in a month to see me. i like the idea. i like the feeling.

i got teary eyed once when i left chicago. when behdad said i love you and that he is going to miss me; and then when gabe said the same; right before i boarded the plane.
friends are great! get as many as possible.

arizona life!

this is for you to laugh.

2006-07-27T21:15:31Z

last night i did not sleep one bit. why? mosquitos! i was up until 7 in the morning dealing with these fucking things. all over my goddamn feet. at 4 am i called tim ward because i knew he'd answer and talk to me to get the bug bites off my mind so that i wouldn't scratch them. as soon as i hung up. they started to ITCH. so i got duck tape. put socks on. ducktaped my feet. then tied my feet together with pajama pants. and then taped my hands together so that i could not itch. i fell asleep at 7am. woke up at 11am. showered. came back in my bed for an hour and went to buy anti itch cream. i hate mosquitos. and i can't WAIT FOR FUCKING ARIZONA BECUASE THERE ARE NO MOSQUITOS! fuck. YES DESERT! ok. fucking hate bug bites so much. ok.

regina spektor.

2006-07-27T00:50:59Z

so i leave in three days. my going away party last night was a good turn out. i might have changed a few things. but meh, what more can you ask for? i am glad that out of all the people i know the few ones i wanted there most, were there. my feet got bitten until RAW by mosquitos. pretty bummed on it, they hurt so bad.

one thing that does bother me, that you can all of a sudden realize or find something that really is what can you make you a better person, or be that something that really does make you happy. and it was right under your nose the whole entire time. yeah i think i found it. or a temporary version of it. we could have been great. we could have ruled the highest mountain peak! you can just be left curious and wondering. . . and then leave it. but who knows. you can only learn from everything. theres always another corner to venture. another step to take. another treasure to be discovered. but, i'll just be happy that we both knew that it was there. a mutual idea, feeling.

on the road.

2006-07-24T03:40:52Z

Its kind of scary. I am so excited.

He says that the branches break the sun. . . he's blowing it.

Fight Club is the greatest moving ever.

Believe!

rosanita @ 2006-07-11T14:48:00

2006-07-11T20:01:57Z

I am moving across country in 18 days! I am so scared. I am excited at the same time. I really wish that Karolina was still moving in with me there. I was so siked on that. Ariel might be moving in with me there which is way insane and is going to be great! There is so much that is going on in the next two weeks. I miss a couple girl friends of mine. I am too stubborn to help it. When I try it just doesn't work out the way I would like it to. I like the weather outside today its muggy. sometimes you need a muggy day or two. I noticed I have stopped biting my nails. It's Great!

Me and cody were talking about a 10 day long fasting that cleanses your body. I really want to do it, but I don't think I have the motivation. I like food too much.

work work work. i hate five hour shifts i wish they were more like 7 or 8 hour shifts those tend to go by way faster.

rosanita @ 2006-02-01T10:08:00

2006-02-01T16:18:12Z

Airport today.
I better not get lost.

rosanita @ 2006-01-25T10:10:00

2006-01-25T16:11:19Z

so its back to livejournal. for sure.

i want sumnmer real bad. i want the sun. hot weather. swimsuits. roadtrips. and anticipation to live in the city.

yeah expo comp.
yeah depaul.
thats life.

the extent of it.
distance.

rosanita @ 2005-07-20T15:44:00

2005-07-20T20:45:37Z

i am happy. i think things are going to be more forward.

and i just looked at an entire IKEA magazine and i hope to god that me and kj both get accepted to depaul so we can get an apartment together and decorate. yess.

summer

2005-06-18T20:42:34Z

so thankfully, i realized that my summer was heading down south because stephanie and jacky were not with in sight for about a week. that was scary. i am back and running; the old usual me. no more of this sobby pissed off rosana. its savvy rosana. yeah. right. awesome. so who wants to give me $100,000 so i can go to Depaul after next year? awesome. thanks.

i want the sun to come out and make me glow!

i want to go to the beach this week if its hot.

i want to forget about all the crap that is happening and turn back into old rosana.

awesome. i love gina stephanie jacky amanda kj

kthx

rosanita @ 2005-06-06T21:40:00

2005-06-07T02:40:21Z

ATTENTION ALL SMOKERS:

starting tomorrow june 7, 2005 there is no smoking allowed in my car. this is just a reminder to all you douche bags i drive around in my car that smoke. thank you and have a wonderful night/day. xo rosana

rosanita @ 2005-05-08T19:36:00

2005-05-09T00:37:09Z

Get Up Kids the 9th.. Gina are we still going?

scavenger hunts are great.

Awesome.

rosanita @ 2005-04-26T14:21:00

2005-04-26T19:25:58Z

framed glasses on filipinos are the best. so cute. i used to have an obsession with filipinos. then i grew on african americans. yeah. great. so good.

i am going to elkgrove's prom for sure. man, i wasn't sure like 1 period ago; but i suppose the tickets have been bought and i am going for sure. alright. so happy. i still need to work on getting my grades up. i have a C in spanish and a C in chemistry but those are for sure going to go up. and then in math i have no idea because our math teacher tells us shit. and ahh i have ACT's tomorrow. great. this is going to be bad. bad bad bad. i am going to have to retake them anyways because i need to take the writing portion for different colleges/universities. so ramble. im in school. i hate it. bye

i fell. yes i did. i am so happy.

xo

rosanita @ 2005-04-21T16:15:00

2005-04-21T21:16:26Z

prom is soon. fun....... grades are going to go up. funnnn. tomorrow is friday. funnnn

rosanita @ 2005-04-14T20:25:00

2005-04-15T01:31:25Z

so this is how it goes.
i wake up every morning during the week at 6:15.. hit snooze 2 times until it is 6:25, wake up, wash my face... brush my teeth... get changed, do my makeup.. grap a capri sun and go pick up stephanie at around 7:10***. go to school get there by 7:18 find a spot or not relax and wish we were sleeping until 7:41 and then we hit the sidewalk for our way to school. get to school 5 til 8 and i lay on stephanie's lap. i go to period 1**-**8. stephanie and i walk to my car wherever it is and i drive her home i get home** at 3:48. when i get home i come downstairs drop my purse and i check my emails*, my myspace*, and this livejournal*.then i hang out with stephanie or*** until i have to go to practice 6-8 usually come home shower eat maybe, and ***** then go to sleep.

wherever stephanie is typed i am laughing. whenever there are ***'s typed i am smiling. you know why. <3